THE LIFE MATRIX

Inspired by: The Lake House

The Life Matrix.. Is like the sound of a piano.. Started with different tones.. But in some ways.. Composed in one chord.. When still, they had their own voices..

The word can be played.. The feet can runs.. The arms can hold.. The lips can kiss.. Even the time, it can tease.. But the mind keeps the real dreams.. With the feelings that lights the heart.. Showing the remains the way back home..

: Can this be happening?
: Why not?
: Impossible, I know.. Not possible.. but it’s happening..
: Where are you?

--Then things turn up like jokes when it’s not--

: Where were you before at my time?

--I were at my past—

: Is she gonna marry him? He’s kind of old..
: ‘there’s always something better coming around the corner’

-- And I’ve been quite long wondering the core-point..--

: I wish we could have done this walk together..
: --done-- ………………………….together..

--The Life Matrix always put a sign.. Just to show that this is the right path way.. Into a smile..---

: It’s like Nietzsche says, life would be senseless without music..

-- When I have the time..i would like to let you hold me.. And close our eyes together in such silence.. We’ll be listening the music of the whole cosmic that we can hear.. Even our heart.. Without bothering the words of it.. Just feel the beat.. And -when we’re lucky- we’ll be listening the same music.. The one that we expected the most.. The most beautiful music.. That is only held.. When were in love.. Then I know at that time, I’ll tightened up the hold of your hands.. And wishing.. That no one of us would be missing.. Or dismissed..--

--And once more.. The matrix leaves the footprints.. Of the guardian..--

: We’ll be together in time.. Even if we’re far apart, I’ll find a way to be close to you.. And take care of you..
: One day she’s splashing around a wading pool in diapers, then she’s packing up a Volvo and driving to California.. I just hope she knows what she’s getting into..

--Wandering among dreams underneath the warmth of the sun in San Diego, the reality in Jakarta, the beach view hideaways in Batam and Parai, the people in Jambi.. And visioning the KLCC.. A kiss can be done with a random ones.. But the random one could be the purposed one that the matrix has served in life.. but a hope.. Is still standing as a hope..--

: But I can dance..

--So, let’s make our own secret poets then.. Since I have my all open up for you.. --

: Coffee..

–mmmmmmmm, coffee, indeed..--

: The more successful he became, the more impossible he was to live with.. She left him.. Unfortunately, she never learned how to stop loving him..
: She was dead to me the moment she stepped out of the house..

-- Love keeps the remote for itself.. Only ego knows how to make it get bored with the drama.. And by time.. Until the commercials show up and love believe it’s about time to change the channel.. When it still have time.. --

: If I could do one thing for you today.. From here.. One small simple thing from the future.. I hope this is it.. I don’t think you should have to wait that long.. ………..how much you were loved..

--When the happening was not there.. That must be other things came up on The Life Matrix.. Giving up on each other just makes everything’s too late.. Since they untie the change of the next note.. Life is not a book.. The Life Matrix is a complete book of scenario of destiny.. Life that can be over in any second.. So let it go.. And flow..--

: What’s his name? Where is he now?

--And when the time is here.. All you can do is get swamped in it.. You will recollecting all moments that past and rejoining them again.. Make the rope clear by yourself.. When it has been there right in front of you..


: You waited

--What else one can do? But wait, and see the going on The Life Matrix..

When the time is here.. All questions will meet their answers.. To another question.. That lead to the believes..

When the time is here.. The puzzled scenes will be rejoin and make one shining picture of light.. One light that lead you.. Home..

When the time is here.. Then you will know.. What and why we’re here.. Traveling though times just to get the dream that we only have..

The becoming of us..

-End-

(Jakarta 2006, if only this is the way it should be.. then, I love you, too..)